what a day.

... what a sad day...

i didn't attend school today cause of the darn muscle ache all over my body.

amazed myself that i actually survived through that 200 over close to 300 pumping during yesterday's dragonboat training.

the only thing that was fruitful out of yesteday's training was knowing how slow i've become. and that i've learnt the basics of rowing. the rest of the things could just be filtered out as rubbish.

the seniors was totally sadist. by the time warm up was done, we've already owed them 300 pumping. add that another 300 pumping that comes afterwards, that's like halfway through hell.

and add that to the fact that they keep fcuking us when some of the freshies can't keep their butts up. not that i actually minded their constant swearing, but seriously, i can't stand when people calling others pussy. its like we're already straining ourselves, we don't deserve another round of verbal abuse by calling us pussies. do we deserve that? NO.

anyway, i didn't attend hornets' training as well. I'M SO GUILTY. shits. think the very last chance of getting into the team is gone.

tomorrow's NP training. hope i'll be okay enough to last for tomorrow's 3 hour of traning.

i'm so gonna get my zara jeans or my mercurial vapor boot on monday after school! :)

finally got some cash to spend. i've been feeling so miserably broke for the past month.