i'm studying super hard for AEL test right now yeah.

It's been quite a while since i updated eh? anyone missed me? haha.

okok, anyway, the past week have been full of ups and down as well as alot of revelation.
i'm finally coming terms with some things luh, so i'm very very close to fully operational. (haha, sound like i'm some machinery)

school have been plain boring. exams are coming up, so i've gotta start to revise for my modules. especially the one that i'm studying right now. with that old man as my lecturer, i would be surprised i'll pass just by listening to him.

today, i had a flashback of chelsea's champions league final against manchester united. to be exact, the moment when john terry missed that faithful penalty, plus i've also understood how JT have felt when he realises that part of the lost on that night was down to his shot hitting the post. oooh, i tell you, that feeling is super bad. the mix of regret, sorry, and lost feeling is very overwhelming. and the past week, i've tasted that regret and lost feeling. urgh... it's like eating the food you hated most. totally unbearable.

'don't do things that you'll end up regretting and grab chances when it comes, or else don't start to regret when it passed by' as said by wise kelvin (:

okok. i've posted what i want to say. i'm back to my AEL.

peeps, i'm not emo okay. so don't start to text me asking me to cheer up. i just want to write it out that's all.