ok... i'm back blogging... i just finished some CNY spring cleaning... tough job for me who hardly do any housework... anyway, a recall of the past days. it have been a very boring 4 days of school so far. tomorrow is CNY celebration in school, so school's gonna end early. that's a YAY to me ok. i suddenly started to hate school, thought lessons are still bearable. the fact that the school itself is a bore to me, not the lessons. nevertheless, i still have to attend, cause i still want to get good grades for my o levels, then the rest will be history. no more schools with uniform for me anymore!

Wednesday was the worst day ever, i lost my temper during the match again. this time we lost to swiss cottage, by i think 4 or 6 points. damn. was partly my fault, cause i fouled swiss's guy twice in the dying minutes. that's only the opening, the peak of the whole thing was like me kicking the chair and coach saw it! god bless me. during the debrief, he scolded me and hui han for our LOUSY attitude. hui han gave him a very black face, when the game was going on, then he substituted him out. me was because of my actions and the way i talked to the referees. i think i heard him saying that he's not going to put me to play in the last game against kranji. oh brother, so i just blew up my last game in the competition representing dunearn. but well, i'm just hoping that some miracles will happen and he will put me to play, even for a short while i'm happy enough. the whole thing on wednesday was a TRAGEDY. didn't expect that kinda thing to happen.

today was the best day of the week, i had history lesson which was like BORING, i kept falling asleep and zaharah would spurt out all those nonsensical thing. but was quite humorous lahz... then was physics, i was sleeping in his class, i was enjoying the moment sleeping, when the fire alarm went off, so.. as expected, we all evacuated to the field. stayed there for a period or more, then heading to the hall to listen to mr wong talk. the whole process ate up mdm khong's geography lesson! yes! one less boring lesson.. recess was extra long.. so we had enough time to eat, then play our beloved soccer... then was social studies where zaharah continues her nonsensical verses on me again. SHIT man, its like she was picking on me... thou i quite enjoyed it lahz, cause what she say always has a comical effect on us. the rest of the lesson was normal.. plus extra peer tutoring, i was tutored by JY, hah, my maths was hardcore lousy, but the worksheet was easy, so still managed to do most of it, then some needed JY's help... quiet throughout cause was damn concentrated on the worksheet. after all that, went home with wei quan after the bloody heavy rain had subdued.

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!

i felt like a complete dumbo today... i was wondering, did my basketball skill dropped? or wad, but seriously, i wasn't going accept the fact that we lost to jurong sec by 2 points that easily... truthfully, if you ever asked the people there, they will say that dunearn and jurong, the skills, speed, defence... everything, totally on par. yet we lost... i admit that i was still abit slack in this game, at least the beginning. i could not even catch the ball properly for the first 7 minutes or so in the first quarter. coach was fuming mad at me ok. was so so terribly disappointed in myself. i was wondering to myself, where did the kelvin that played so hard in malaysia and in those holidays training's friendly went to? did the fact that i am in the school team made me proud? worse still, after that little compliment, i think i did got bit high and let down in my defense, thinking that it is damn good... RUBBISH man. i feel like slapping myself in the face to wake myself out. i need to do some polishing to myself. my shooting, defense, stamina. EVERYTHING!

Monday's match is against Unity sec. ok people feared them, but i am not going to let that scare me away even before playing. Jurong, this strong team, we already pit ourselves against them and showed people that we're on par, so it goes the same for unity. and the fact that we're not allowed to lose anymore games if west zone top four is our goal. so no matter what, i'll change, i'll get myself there and give out everything against unity. i still want that west zone top four! it will be hard for us, but no matter what, lets try, if no one in west zone have beaten unity till this stage, lets be the first to try to accomplish it! also, i'm praying very hard for those in the team who feels that they are not needed because of the fact that they do not have a chance to play. i really want to hit them hard on the head. i feel that they are very selfish, cause just by not playing does not make them have the right to give out comments and not work hard. we work hard as a team. i would never want a team with players who never work hard but yet gets medal or whatever achievements. KENNETH. this is for you. don't think that you are a bench warmer, then it gives you the permission to give us the attitude that you don't want to help the team. NEVER EVER THINK THAT WAY. you are still needed ok.

that sums up my deepest thought for the day. i actually cried just now ok. so this shows how important the whole competition is to me, and not only me. Tiong yee, hui han, wei quan, oswa, dong sheng, rui da, zhijie... everyone of us. our graduating year and we want to have some greater achievements for ourselves to be proud of! so lets hope that everything and everybody will put their hands together to lift us up to our goal. lets not forget coach's hopes on the team.

haha... i decided to not do my homework so early... that's why i am blogging right now... i'm a lazy guy, as most people will know me... anyway, tomorrow is the first match of B'boys west zone second round... we're playing the first game, versus River Valley high... hope to beat them... i'm in sort of high spirits. hopefully could be at my best for tomorrow so i think even if i said that i'll do my homework later, most probably it is never going to happen alright... lots of people have wished me luck for my second round matches...(especially shiang ming, she's in rv, my ex-classmate... even more potent cause got someone from their side giving me luck) after that we'll be facing jurong(michael said their fast breaks damn good.. got to look out for that too!) followed by UNITY... wow. must not let them trash us as if we are other schools that they have trashed... we also have swiss cottage and kranji for our last 2 matches... west zone top four... this goal, we'll have to work extra extra hard for it... but of course, with the presence of our beloved coach, everything should be alright, hopefully. so people, lets clasp our hands together and pray for dunearn's 12 B'boys player that the competition we go in favour of us... and that whatever obstacles are conquered! god bless..

Heyhey!!! i'm back blogging! haven't got the time to post till now... anyway, I've just return from my shopping trip in queensway... i just finally realised how fun it can be shopping, it was damn FUN okay? anyway, I've just bought a nike jacket, together with huihan and wei quan... 3 of us have the SAME jacket!!! hee... dunearn B'boys team are sure united aren't they? wei quan actually settled for another design, but in the end he decided to follow us, yeah... how lovely? the guys having the same jackets... gays? nope... its called brotherhood alright... then after that we walked aimlessly for about fifteen minutes before stopping by a shop with striped polo tees... the salesperson was like damn CHIO ok. the 3 of us were like drooling over her lahz... but then we decided to go and have a look at other stores for more shirts first...(sobs.. such a nice girl... wanna have her number..) anyway, we just cant seem to find a store better than that, so we returned... this time, it was another gorgeous lady(we were like, OMG... she's super HOT)that came to assist us... scanning through their range of clothes, she was so sweet to recommend to us their different shirts... thought might be partly because of sales, but we don't mind... tired out a few pieces, i took a pink striped polo, and a black shirt... wei quan and huihan got something similar in terms of the type of shirt... she even said that i looked nice with that shirt on me lahz... i was like over the moon for that few moment... haha imagine, a chio bu telling you looked great with the shirt you are wearing... who wouldn't fly up high? anyway, we went to find the rest of the people to see what have they bought... they got quite alot of things too alright... won't say what they have bought, cause they've got a long list of it... jieying went to get herself a pair of specs, its a frame less specs... looked nice on her... then went to get her altered jeans from Levi's, while us, the 3 gays, were eating nasi lemak at a stall near the optical shop where JY bought her specs... quickly got out of queensway after our food, cause its getting bit late and people were hesitating on whether to continue to shop or head home... me and wei quan was the first to get away from the argument that is supposed to happen soon... the rest were at the overhead bridge, but none was going anywhere, we just stuck there, with peirong and JY looking very very moody... me and wei quan went off, watching how the story continues from the opposite side of the bridge... as usual, the guys sat on the railing talking to themselves while the 2 girls were staring at them... after a while it got worse, peirong walked away, with yy following behind her... huihan was up at the bridge with zhi jie, ready to go... joash was left there with JY talking... moments later, we saw JY walked off in an angry manner( don't know what's with her... :( ) here, the story ends... zhijie,joash and huihan went on 51 to head home, while me and wei quan took 14 to clementi before going our separate ways... and i am back at home!!! I LOVE SHOPPING!!!